About
the time we moved to California, a new independent magazine appeared,
Adventist Today. It appeared to me to fill the place
previously occupied by Adventist Currents, a bitterly critical
journal that cataloged the hypocrisies, ethical lapses and errors of
judgment of Adventist leaders. Adventist Today seemed a bit
less venomous, a bit more thoughtful. Still, it seemed to me
unrelievedly critical. There was no good news, no thoughtful positive
presentation of Adventist spirituality from a liberal perspective.
I
believed in the value of an independent press. An organization as
large as the Adventist Church and having the kind of impact on
people's lives the church exerts needs the check on power provided by
the flow of information that is not controlled by the denomination.
(This, of course, was back when most people thought of information as
something that was written on paper.) Still after reading an issue of
the magazine, I would find myself feeling sick. Was my church really
that bad? That uniformly bad?
No,
I knew from my own experience that the Adventist Church touched many
people with hope and healing. It sustained human well-being, in spite
of its very real failings. It offered some distinctive perspectives
in theology not readily found elsewhere. And I prized some of these
distinctive perspectives and thought the world would benefit from
their wider dissemination. I longed for a journal that explored
Adventist spirituality without the constraints of official approval,
a journal that addressed problems and scandals as necessary but did
not specialize in the negative.
Once,
when I was in Loma Linda, I stopped by the office of Jim Walters, the
editor of Adventist Today. I repeated to him what I've written
above—about my appreciation for an independent press, about my
concern for the predictable negatively of almost everything in the
journal.
“I'm
looking for a magazine that will celebrate the best in liberal
Adventism. I worry about the long term effects of focusing too much
on the failings of the church.” I said.
I
hoped I wasn't being too impolite. Jim astonished me with his
response. “If you were editor, do you think you could do any
better?”
“Yes,
I think so.”
“Then
why don't you give it a try?”
I
wondered how the Voice of Prophecy organization would react if I
became publicly associated with something as controversial in the
church as Adventist Today. I knew that taking on the editorship would
close any career advancement in the church. I would never be offered
any administrative position. It would mean that I was ineligible for
consideration for any faculty position at an Adventist college. On
the other hand, it was an opportunity to engage in the ministry I
felt most called to—ministry to those whose primary challenges in
spiritual life arose from the intellect. I was increasingly worried
that our denomination was becoming a place that was closed to earth
scientists. Within the church, we required that scientists who
studied earth history consider only evidence that supported what we
already knew.
I
told Jim I would consider the position if it were offered. Within a
few months, I became the editor. Walters was a model for releasing
control and offering continued support when a younger, inexperienced
person is moving into a new sphere of ministry. He did everything
possible to enable my work.
The
position paid three thousand dollars per year. I paid for most of my
expenses, including travel, so that in the end I think I came out
about even financially.
I
discovered it is easier to theorize about change than to effect it. I
was unabashedly committed to the “check-and-balance” function an
independent press provided vis-a-vis the organization. I was even
more committed to articulating a vision of healthy Adventist
spirituality, a spirituality that acknowledged its debt to our
denominational heritage, but openly moved beyond our historic
obsession with endtime scenarios to a concern for human well-being in
the most comprehensive sense. It turned out, that given our tiny
budget, we were unable to make writing assignments. Often we
published pieces not because they were the best, but because they
were minimally acceptable and they were all we had. Sometimes I
approved articles so we could go to press, not because I was proud of
their content.
In
a painful early learning experience, we published an article
detailing the mistreatment of a female Adventist employee. There were
several malefactors in the story, with a conference president being
the chief sinner. The article was well-written and hard-hitting.
Oops!
The writer based the article exclusively on the testimony of the
disgruntled employee. She did not interview the conference president
or anyone else qualified to present contrary evidence or to give
context. After publication, I heard from a number of people close to
the situation, people I knew and trusted. They uniformly insisted our
reporting was so one-sided it was essentially false. I was
embarrassed and, hopefully, a little wiser. What made our publication
of this report even worse was that the author was a member of the
editorial staff. I had picked up that she delighted in muckraking.
Her glee at bashing the church should have made me more wary.
However, I allowed myself to be swayed by the polish of her writing
and the pressure of deadlines. The bottom line: I approved
publication. Not long after this the author moved to a non-Adventist
publication where she could more freely fuse her writing skills and
anti-Adventist animus.
In
July, 1998, there was a conference on Faith and Science at Andrews
University sponsored by the University and the North American
Division Department of Eduction. I was invited to present a paper on
how one could be a Sabbath-keeper even if he didn't believe in a 6
day/6000 year creation. The focus was the pastoral care of scientists
who remained in the church. I presented my paper the last day of the
conference. I was flattered that many seminary faculty attended and
surprised by their affirmation afterward. The responses that I
remember came from two or three well-known conservatives, (men who
were major presenters at the church-sponsored Faith and Science
Conferences described in the next chapter). These men thanked me for
my presentation. They said I helped to create room for them to do
their work. I make the “safe-thinking space” in the church
larger.
[Note:
The paper is referenced several places on the web, but the content is
not available elsewhere so I've posted it in its original form as the
next entry on this blog. Bibliographic info: McLarty,
John. “Geochronology, the Sabbath and death before sin”,
(Unpublished manuscript, Conference on Science and Faith, Andrews
University, Berrien Springs, MI; July 23-29, 1998).]
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