Pastor
and Editor
Leaving
Voice of Prophecy and becoming “just a pastor” did not remove all
the tension between my roles as church employee and editor of an
independent news magazine. I believed I was serving the larger good
of the Adventist Church in my role as editor. The church needed the
scrutiny of an independent press. On the other hand, I was
sympathetic to the pressures that sometimes drove administrators and
committees to take actions that from the outside appeared
indefensible.
The
potential for conflict between my dual commitment to the moral
integrity of the church and its reputation was demonstrated shortly
after we moved to Washington. The General Conference president,
Robert Folkenberg, was caught in a financial scandal. I never learned
who blew the whistle on him, but other people in the top leadership
of the denomination challenged him. His behavior was reminiscent of
the abuse of position characteristic of Central American despots. I
wondered at the time if his many years living in Central America had
blinded him to the standards for avoiding conflict of interest that
we take for granted in the U. S.
Adventist
Today began reporting the story on our web site with information fed
to us from church insiders. At the height of the crisis we were
getting 10,000 hits per day as people around the world followed the
story.
Later,
I was told by people in the General Conference that if it had not
been for the Adventist Today reporting, Folkenberg may well have
weathered the conflict and remained in office. If the matter had
remained “in house,” if it had been processed only by church
officials meeting in formal committees, Folkenberg's supporters may
well have been able to push back against those calling him to
account. After all, his behavior would have been considered quite
unremarkable in most of the world where most Adventists live. (More
than 90 percent of the denomination lives in developing nations where
the “privileges of power” are often taken for granted, more so
than in the West.) The thousands of people following the story
through the Adventist Today web site strengthened the hand of the
reformers. In the end Folkenberg resigned.
One
of the curious features of this episode was the flood of accusations
sent our way without permission to name sources. Missionaries who had
worked with Folkenberg alleged frequent irregularities in the way he
dealt with customs. It was the kind of venality frequently mentioned
by my parents in their stories about their missionary friends in
Central America, though in Folkenberg's case it was taken to a
“higher level” and with a direct personal benefit that was
missing from the stories I was familiar with. People who told these
stories sometimes were terrified of what would happen to them or
their relatives in denominational employment if Folkenberg learned
they had talked to us. He was seen as a highly effective
administrator and ruthless. We published none of these rumors. But I
could not help being influenced. We had no way to check the
authenticity of all these accusations. But with all the smoke it was
hard not to think there was probably a fire.
When
I was offered the position of editor, I told the Adventist Today
committee that I was exploring the possibility of another job and a
new job might take me out of southern California. We agreed that if I
did move out of the area, I would resign. So, sometime in 1999, I
tendered my resignation. It was rejected. So I continued on balancing
the competing demands of pastoring and editing, both of which
deserved my entire attention.
After
my resignation was rejected, I called Jere Patzer, the president of
the North Pacific Union (the denominations regional body). Patzer was
a famous (or notorious, depending on your perspective) conservative.
Not only was his theology classic old school Adventism, he was an
activist, driving administrator. He and I already had a bit of
history. A few months before moving to Washington, we had decided to
publish a transcript of speech Patzer had given. When I contacted him
about publishing the piece, he said he didn't feel free to give me
permission to publish it because of “counsel” he had received
from Elder Folkenberg. I told him I wasn't asking permission. His
speech was in a public setting. It addressed issues of interest to
the larger Adventist population. We were going to publish it with or
without his permission. And he could quote me to Folkenberg. I went
on to say, that while I was not giving him a choice about whether or
not we published his speech, I was offering him the opportunity to
edit it with a view toward publication. I offered to edit it and send
my version to him for review. He agreed. He approved the final
version we published.
So,
now that I was pastoring in his territory, I figured we better have
an understanding. When I called, our conversation went something like
this.
“Hi
Elder Patzer. I'm just calling to let you know I've moved to
Washington. My plan had been that when I moved here I would resign as
the editor of Adventist Today, but they have refused my resignation.
So I will continue. I know that you have a lot of influence here and
you could get rid of me if you wished, so I'm calling to persuade you
to leave me alone.”
“Okay,
give it a shot.”
“I
often hear from Adventist professionals who tell me they were
thinking of leaving the church. Then someone sent them an issue of
Adventist Today. They became subscribers and now the magazine is
their primary connection with the church. Many of these professionals
are sending their children to Adventist academies and colleges. If
these professionals decide to leave the church, the church will not
lose just them. It will lose them and their children and their
grandchildren.
“If
they stay in the church, even if their personal religion is not up to
par, they will send their children to Adventist schools. The church
will have an opportunity to present our faith in its entirety to the
next generations. If these families leave, they may well never
hear the Adventist message. As professionals they are unlikely to
attend an evangelistic meeting. So, I think it serves the purposes
even of the institutional church to keep me as the editor of
Adventist Today and as a pastor in the employment of the church.”
Patzer
agreed to give me some space. He was not giving me carte blanche, but
he would wait and see. Some months later, I called him again.
“Elder
Patzer,” I said. “I've been reading over the schedule for the
upcoming Union Ministerial Meetings.” (This was a week-long
conference/continuing education extravaganza held every five years in
connection with elections of officers for the Northwest region of the
denomination. There were a couple of plenary sessions daily and a
wide variety of seminar-style presentations.) I said to Patzer, “I
don't see a single presentation in the entire conference that even
hints of connecting with the more liberal wing of the church. You
should have at least one seminar that addresses how to communicate
our faith to a liberal or secular audience. I could do that for you.
I have an approach to the Sabbath that very effectively engages
people outside our usual devout Christian audience. I think you
should include me on the schedule.”
“Send
me a manuscript and let me take a look at it.”
I
emailed him the manuscript of my presentation, “Sabbath, a Park in
Time.” He put me on the seminar schedule.
Patzer
eventually wearied of tolerating me and pressured the local
conference president to get rid of me. But to my surprise two
successive local presidents resisted his pressure. I remained
employed by the church.
Thank you, John. I do not even know where to begin commenting on how so many in the SDA leadership have made our wonderful fellowship and truths that are entrusted to us seem to our children and others - and those outside our denomination - and even thoughtful people IN our denomination to be so unbalanced and unethical. No matter how it is in third world countries, we should have leaders of the highest standards. What did Jesus say about those who keep the children from Him? Don't so many of these things not only keep the children from Him but also drive many true seekers out? If I remember rightly, after Jesus cleansed the temple from those who would use religion for their own purposes, he also stayed around to gently teach those who were really looking for spiritual truths. For many in desperate life situations, finding Jesus and His truths is a life-and-death reality.
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