The
Adventist Media Center had been created through a shotgun wedding of
The Voice of Prophecy, It Is Written, Faith for Today, the three
major Adventist media ministries. The Voice of Prophecy, founded by
H. M. S. Richards, Sr., was the oldest and most venerable. Its
primary medium was radio. It Is Written, led by George Vandeman and
Faith for Today led by Dan Matthews were TV ministries. Each had its
own offices, cadre of loyal supporters and donors, and production
facilities. Neal Wilson, the General Conference president, coerced
them into moving in together. The new campus, located in Thousand
Oaks, CA, was grand. Three large buildings set in an expanse of lawn
and trees. It appeared idyllic.
The
reality was complicated. The people at VOP, especially, resented the
loss of their old home in Glendale. The facilities there were more
modest, but they were paid for and they were hallowed with the
memories of H. M. S., Sr. The production facilities required for
radio are vastly less expensive than what is required for quality TV
production. So VOP resented being saddled with the shared overhead of
production facilities for TV.
The
creation of the media center meant the creation of an additional
layer of administration that had to be funded. All of the ministries
resented the cost and meddling of the center administration.
One
of the striking features of the Voice of Prophecy culture was the
sense of family. Decision-making involved a broad assortment of
people. The committee that gave regular direction to our work
included not only the speaker/directors, (Richards and Melashenko),
and the manager, but all the writers, the heads of the order
fulfillment department and the Bible school, several retirees, and
maybe another person or two I don't remember. Sitting around the
table everyone's input was welcomed.
Outside
the committee room, this feeling of a congenial team permeated the
entire ministry. The employees evinced a strong sense of
participation in a grand and significant ministry. And they seemed to
care for one another.
All
of this was in stark contrast to my perception of relationships at
the highest level at the Adventist Media Center. There was constant,
palpable tension among the heads of the various ministries and the
Center administration. Which was only natural. Each ministry had its
own mission. They were led by people with strong egos. (Of course,
they would have described this as strong commitment to their
calling.) The president of the Center had his own dreams of
greatness. (In God's service, of course.)
When
budget constraints required cutting staff, the halls buzzed with
resentment and rumors.
At
some point it occurred to church administrators that they were
sitting on a goldmine in the physical facilities of the Media Center.
The property was worth millions. So the Center administration
explored the possibility of selling the property and moving
operations to a smaller physical plant. The idea was that this would
net millions of dollars that could be put into an endowment to fund
the ongoing work of the ministries. A buyer was found for the
Thousand Oaks property and an empty building was found in a business
park in Simi Valley.
The
final decision to sell was made in a conference call of the Media
Center board (rather than in a face-to-face meeting where the
decision might have been more thoroughly processed). It was a
disaster. All of the profit from the sale was consumed in the
construction of offices, studios and production facilities in the
Simi Valley building. There was nothing left to put into an endowment
for operations. The new facility was much smaller, less attractive
and worth far less money than the original property. The sale did not
lead to any enhancement of ministry. The sale heightened tensions
among the leaders at the Center.
Within
Voice of Prophecy itself money was always a problem but managing the
consequences of shrinking revenues did not seem to produce the same
kind of acrimony that characterized the center administration and
staff. Voice of Prophecy's prestige and influence in the denomination
and income had peaked before I arrived. Nearly every year budget
constraints compelled us to cut a few more stations to keep the
budget balanced.
The
overall fraternal, collegial atmosphere of Voice of Prophecy had one
glaring exception. Melashenko had no warm personal connections with
any of his staff. He was not close to the manager or any of the
writers. The longer I worked at the Voice of Prophecy, the more
strongly I believed this disconnect between the leader of the
ministry and the senior staff of the ministry was a significant
impediment. I thought it would be smart for the board to give
Melashenko permission to fire all of us and bring in people he
connected with naturally and easily. But our denomination doesn't
work that way. So Melashenko soldiered on, doing the best he could
with a staff that was not appropriately enthralled with its leader.
One
expression of Melashenko's distance from his staff was the lack of
meaningful spiritual/theological conversation. In my entire six and
half years working as one of Melashenko's writers, I never had a
theological conversation with him. Nor did I ever hear him engage in
conversation about theology or spiritual life with any one else. I
learned over time to write material that “fit” Melashenko's
preaching passion. At our best – when I wrote content that was
natural to Melashenko – his reading of my scripts was better
preaching than I could have ever achieved preaching my own stuff. He
truly was gifted as a verbal presenter. But I had to learn his voice
somewhat through trial and error, because we never had any extended
conversations about religion, theology or spirituality.
We
writers were constantly talking and arguing, in breaks in the studio,
over lunch, in the hall, in structured meetings. But even when
Melashenko was present, he never entered these conversations. The
writers were quite different in temperament, education, age, and
cultural background. These differences naturally showed up in the
content of our writing. We regarded our differences with good humor,
respecting the others' commitment to God, the Bible and people. Once
when I split the writing of a week-long series with another writer,
we deliberately wrote strongly in our own voices, which meant that a
careful listener would have detected a significant inconsistency
between what Melashenko preached at the beginning of the week and
what he said at the end of the week. We thought it was funny. As far
as I know Melashenko did not notice.
Plagiarism
remained a threat. Once Melashenko surprised me by handing me a
script he had written. I was delighted until I read it. It was a
sermon on parenting. The general thrust of the sermon was that
parents should not spend too much time on their kids. Parents should
have their own lives and not be unduly dominated by the time and
attention needs of their children. I wasn't sure how well this sermon
would be received since Melashenko did not have any children of his
own and the sermon did not make any pretense of citing studies or
widely recognized authorities to support its unconventional wisdom.
Quite apart from these concerns, was the fact that the sermon
reminded me strongly of an article I had read in an airline
magazine. I got a copy of the magazine to check my memory.
Unfortunately, the sermon script was even closer to the magazine
article than I had suspected. We didn't broadcast the sermon.
Sometimes,
one of the writers complained about Melashenko using material from
the broadcast in the sermons he preached at campmeetings and other
live events. He felt that Melashenko should be doing his own work for
these occasions. I argued it was better for him to use our material
because of the consistency it gave between live sermons and radio
broadcasts and because none of the writing staff was comfortable with
the content Melashenko came up with on his own. I argued it reflected
poorly on the ministry as a whole when Melashenko delivered sermons
with mediocre content.
As you read this, you can see that given my
low level of confidence in Melashenko's mind and judgment it was time
for me to move on. I contacted a couple of ministerial secretaries to
see about returning to the pastorate, but I didn't put much energy
into my job search. The truth is the job at Voice of Prophecy was so
much easier than the pastorate. I worked eight to five, Monday
through Thursday. Often I traveled on weekends, but more than half
the time, I was home for the weekend. I liked my colleagues. I
enjoyed writing.
About
this time I called an old friend of mine. I spent time complaining to
him about the situation at the Voice of Prophecy. After a little
while of listening, he interrupted me. “John, I think I'm hearing a
lot of ego.”
Thinking
he was doing reflective listening, I responded, “That's just the
way I see it. If these people didn't think so much of themselves,
there would a chance of actually changing and becoming more
effective.”
“No,
John,” he said. “I'm not talking about their egos. I'm talking
about yours.”
Coming
from almost anyone else this would have been an attack, from George
it was a diagnosis. I was brought up short. He was right.
Whew, My dentist said I needed a root canal. I know now it was only his ego talking.
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P.S..... "Father" John, I wonder; If I repent, confess, pray harder, read my Bible, maybe form a committee of my peers - maybe go to a Charismatic Faith healing revival... Maybe give more money to my church... Do you think if I did those things that God would love me enough to take care of this tooth ache?
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I would say "too much ego" & defining and discussing a problem which is affecting productivity of an organization are two very different issues. Jesus said something about being "blind" and "deaf" - and also he could have added "mute". It takes some ego to be able to "see" and "hear" and "speak" truths. I,for one, appreciate your "ego".